This weekend’s turmoil (part 2)

While driving I made a call to ATL to catch up. I swear I shouldn’t have!!!

First of all he was having issues, which was fine with me, because I can be someone he can talk to about it and ask my opinions…

The thing that wasn’t okay with me, was the fact that he was slurring his words and sometimes I couldn’t understand him. I really hate talking to him when he’s been drinking, because of past experiences.

So I tried dealing with it the best I can… He then mentions that I promised to loan him $1,000!!!… and I was taken aback… First of all, he previously told me that he may ask for some money, and I said I can possibly help… but if he can manage without the loan. Secondly, I never agreed to any specific amount… Thirdly, he kept insisting that he knows how much money I have…

It’s not that I don’t want to loan him the money, but he’s been depended on others for so long now. He’s borrowed so much money from me in the past and not paid it back… but I’m forgetting about that and really don’t want him to pay me that back… It’s my way (back then of helping him out)… but I as much as I want to, I don’t want to loan him anymore.

Anyways, during the call, I was getting annoyed. I told him, I don’t recall promising him $1,000… but he kept insisting. Then started saying we’ll you told me then that you could, but I can understand if things have changed. I was getting more annoyed.

So I about had enough and told him, you know what? I’m not in a good mood, I had to deal with other shit earlier and I would appreciate it if he would stop insisting that I promised him $1,000… So what does he do? He repeats that I promised him $1,000… So I interrupted him and said, I really am in a foul mood now and I have to go and I’ll talk to him later.

So he calls back like 3 more time, but I didn’t answer.

Luckily, I made it in time to the restaurant and I spent the rest of the evening with some old friends that I haven’t been able to hang out with.

Now on a side note: I’m really missing my ex, Scratch. He wanted to hang out and watch a movie, but I couldn’t because I had so much that I had to take care of this weekend. I hope he understands and doesn’t think I’m avoiding him. I really wish I could have spent some time this weekend with him, instead of dealing with these other stuff…