Sleepless, Caught Off Guard, a Cosmo Party… and Oh…

Damn!!! I’ve been sleeping way too late this week and because of that, I’ve been late for work alot (yeah, yeah… i feel bad about that)… I’ve been playing with my new toy and testing almost everything about it… So far, I got TV shows like Desperate Housewives and Battlestar Galactica playing on it… I got all these games, and got it to take photos and record video with it’s built in camera… I also got the bluetooth thing going on, so I can talk totally wire-free with the free bluetooth headset that it came with… I feel like I got a new computer…

[Thursday] Scratch’s work moved just two blocks from me, so we always meet for lunch… Today was no exception… When we were walking back to work, I was caught off guard when he asked me if he can ask me something… I swear, the first thing that raced to my mind was him asking how I would feel if he were to date. Well, the question was along those line, but he ask me how to turn someone down that wants to go out with him… I really didn’t know what to feel.

First of all, we are broken up and been so for a while now. But honestly, I don’t know what I would feel if he did date. Argh! I don’t want to think about it… With all that said, we are still like best friends… though part of me still hopes it can still be more…

Today we had a Cosmo party at work from 4-6pm… Kinda like a happy hour to smooze with some of our clients. We decorated the office in a Austin Powers/Valentine’s Day theme… Groovy baby!… (Imma dork!)

Oh and someone called me today telling me he tested negative for everything… then asked what I was doing tonight… hehe, I know he was just fooling around… but I felt flattered…