More to come…

I talked to Arjay earlier and he started things off by asking if me and Hoang were broken up… Oh oh…

He started telling me about things going on between Hoang and Jordan. About the dog bite and that Hoang wants Jordan to pay for a peeling or something. I guess it’s more cosmetic. I don’t know the details, but Arjay was making it sound like Hoang was up to something and that’s kinda why he was concerned about me. Truthfully, I don’t want to be in the middle of this, but I kinda also want to know what’s going on…

Arjay also asked me if I’ve talked to Francis, lately… I told him every once in a while… and that we should hang out… maybe even with Francis… I think that’ll be good…

I also called Francis later, just to say hello… The conversation was going well… but later he was saying how I’m mean and brought up past stuff when we broke up… Kinda angered me and I didn’t feel like talking anymore. I hate it when he does that, especially when he’s the one who brings it up by asking when we can hook up! When I respond to we can’t, that when he bring those things up… So I was just quiet and told him I should be heading for bed… and that’s it…

We (Arjay, Francis and Me) may be going to dinner or hang out on Wednesday… I’ll have to plan something and call the two…

I don’t believe I slept about 12 hours last night. I got home around 7pm and was so tired. I decided to take a 1 1/2 hour nap, then go running and make dinner, then go to bed early. Instead, I ignored my alarm set for 8:30 and woke up this morning at around 7:30am. Dang, that was alot of sleep. I must have been tired.

Just checked my checking balance online… $0.00… I’l such a Loser!!! I think I paid too many bills… should’ve waited until the 15th!!!

Just got off a department meeting here at work. (If you don’t know, I work as a digital production artist in the Interactive department for the ad agency Foote, Cone & Belding.) Another round off layoffs all around. (I think this is our 8th one so far.) Our department, which more than a year ago was at about 26 or so people. Today, we are down to 7. We definitely are getting smaller and smaller. Hopefully, we will get new accounts or do more work for our present accounts. The feeling now is just to do the best work we can. The layoffs have been so routine now that we are not so phased by it. I’m just thankful, I still have a job and not have to deal with trying to find a job, ‘cuz it’s bad out there.

Yup, yup… advertising is sure a volatile industry… But, I guess everything is now-a-days…

Dang, I was stressing last night, ‘cuz I couldn’t find my cell phone.

H called me this morning and left me a message that I left it (or dropped it) in his car. When I talked to him this morning, I went through that weird, mixed feeling. It’s like I would do anything and I don’t care what I have to do kinda feeling… and it seemed like meeting was gonna be a bother. Even to just drive to Fremont to pick me up at the BART. He suggested that he give it to A… and A and meet me and I can pick it up from him, but I don’t think H realized that I wouldn’t get my cell phone until Wednesday that way… But I told him that I kinda wanted it as soon as I can.

Well we planned to meet at Fremont – like I thought we should – after work. It actually was nice… He picked me up and we went to that Vietnamese place where we ate with Tim one day. It was closed though and we saw that TK Noodle next door was open, so we just ate there… That was good… I think I ate too much though (like always)

Afterwards, before he dropped me off at the BART, he wanted to look for comforter covers and a fitted sheet. We went to Target and Bed, Bath & Beyond. He found something he liked, but he will hold off and keep looking around.

All in all it was fun actually… I think I was thinking too much about things… I really liked it when he said he had fun… :) I had fun too :)

One of my new guppies just gave birth :) Now I have alot of baby guppies.

A trip to Ikea is always fun (but tiring for yer feet)…

I also got to see this industrial savage yard with some cool stuff like old tables, signs, lockers, old window frames and other stuff… As Martha would say, “It’s a good thing.”